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Narrated essays on consciousness, the self, and perception, built from named experiments and case histories rather than vibes.

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5 Cracks in Reality (You've Never Noticed One)

The Opening argues that the world reaching you has been edited before it arrives, and proves it in five separate places: the hole in your vision your brain paints over, the near total emptiness inside every solid thing, the delay that makes the present a composite of many times, the way a word freezes a living process into a noun, and the pronoun "I" holding together processes that never stop changing. It builds the case around the morning of December 10th, 1996, when the neuroanatomist Jill Bolte Taylor had a left hemisphere stroke and watched the boundary between her hand and the bathroom tile dissolve while she was still expert enough to narrate the failure. The film's insistence is that none of this makes reality fake: the table still holds the coffee, the atoms still push back, and what loosens is only the assumption that the world is a finished object sitting in front of a separate observer. It lands on a model of reality as events rather than things, where each moment inherits from the last, adds something new, and passes its influence forward. The closing line is the whole thesis: you were never just watching, you were the watching.

PhilosophyScienceJul 16, 2026
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Why you don't actually exist inside your body

A 33 minute essay on the claim that the feeling of sitting behind your eyes is not a report about where you are but a computation your brain runs continuously, and can be edited from outside. It walks the evidence in order: Wilder Penfield's 1955 electrode that made a patient certain someone stood behind her, Michael Persinger's God helmet, Olaf Blanke's 2002 finding that a mild current to the right temporo-parietal junction switches an out of body experience on and off in two second bursts, and Roger Sperry's split brain patients who answered one question two different ways with two hemispheres. Then it pushes past the surgical evidence into DMT quieting the default mode network, and into near death cases: Pam Reynolds describing the bone saw and the song while her EEG was flat, Anita Moorjani's lymphoma remission, and Pim van Lommel's prospective study in which 18 percent of 344 cardiac arrest survivors reported an experience during clinical death. The proposal it lands on is that the brain tunes consciousness rather than manufacturing it, so when the filters fail awareness expands instead of ending.

PhilosophyScienceHealthOct 5, 2025